Run, Run, Run

I’ve started running

Just to hit the ground with my frustrations

Do you think it could absorb my pain if I push hard enough?

I just got a call about a grad school interview for next week

But I’m lying on my bedroom floor crying

Sobs that hold inconsolable feelings of loneliness

And the lingering thought that life will always be this fucked

I don’t know where to go

I don’t know what I want

I don’t know who I am

I run and run and run

I wish my body could handle more

If I ran forever maybe the earth would take it all away